Maybe I'm just a kind of girl who thinks that there is no and never be that sweet happy ending story for everyone. I mean.. let's get rational. When you pick up 10 apples from one tree, there must be one that is not totally perfect, from the outside. Nope... I'm not talking about the taste. Go to that fruit stall near you, and try to pick one. More than 90% people I know would choose that one apple with perfect size and color and perfectly riped. Did I miss something? The thing is.. when you eat it, they maybe taste the same.
Yeah.. Once it comes to being picky and stuff, we always being judgmental, and seriously.. There is nothing wrong with that. It is so natural that all people are gonna choose that one apple that look good ignoring the fact that sometime it tastes worse than the one that just stay there in the basket, got rotten during time. And.. poor apple, all the sweetness it has, goes astray.
That apple that ends rotten just because people got so judgmental-that-is-so-called-normal is just another analogy of the situation where in life, things may end up so unfair. When talking about that unfair thing, we apparently use our own perspectives at most of time. We don't care what people say, and all those motivating words goes nowhere because we think we are the most pathetic human being on earth for our misfortunes.
Then let's take a look on one thing that is called fairy tale. When we were kids, we were so young and pure to believe that everything is just gonna be perfect at its time. Or..I might say, we were to dumb to understand that life is not just meeting that prince charming that appears out of nowhere and you fall for him in a snap.. and bang.. You got married. Happily ever after.
Yeah.. the truth is, we come to realize that happiness is not a matter of material or achievement. It is actually not about getting rich or going abroad for scholarship. We all absolutely know that being happy is a matter of perspective. You believe you are happy, then you are happy. But ..truly, what happening in our real life often startles us. Some people just keep on believing and acting that they never get enough of this life. At some points they tend to ignore the happiness that are so real on their face just because they think they don't have what they want yet.
Today, I am in a position that most of friends would say "Ah.. you are that lucky one". Yeah.. I am. I am happy. Little that people know, I struggled so hard in getting this for some reasons that may sounds stupid for them. And then what? And so what? This is my decision. I respect it. You can really get offended by someone's decision in life. Really, that is the most childish thing a grown up would do. And am I that happy? Nah.. not really.. I still want more, and that is life. You stop wanting "things", you are not living.
I watched a movie tonight that so intrigues me in certain ways. Not only because I come from a culture that is so freaking different but also the fact that all the women, generally, feel that insecurity when in comes to relationship these days. Pffft.. It's along way to get to my point, isn't it?
I do believe that everyone has his/her own book of life. You write it, I write it, we write it. It is just a matter of time in what chapter you want that turn out point in your book would be, you decide that. I may be in a chapter that most of people will say an"achievement", but I myself feel it the other way around. It is just another starting point I have to get through life, and I love it for sure. But again, people have perspectives. They will ask another question of life about your life. Nothing is wrong about that. The truth is I get so distracted when people ask me about relationship. Anyway.. Back to the apple, I am that apple who might be 5 out of 10 apples who got sold out too late. But who cares!? I am not an apple. People are living. And I am living. I will be in that boat, on the ship of you guys, who are so lucky who get the real adventures of life earlier. But that doesn't make me misfortune. I am late.. but my late arriving was due to my whole fun adventures. So lovely I won't regret any second of it. Now.. I'm on that different ship to be on that one you all have. Someday.. I'll be there.. hohoho.. ;)
Be happy for wherever you are now. You don't know that people out there actually want to be in yours. You never know. Because you don't live mine, I don't live yours. Then.. Let's live in harmony, and don't you ever get offended by any "fortunate events" someone else gets, because you don't know. You really don't know... Happiness is all about the way you see it. Get your chin up.. be happy. There are a lot of great things out there. Be grateful because you never know when time will stop for you.
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