It was still an Easter holiday in a bright Fall season, 2016.
I didn't know what I was thinking. That morning, after finding out that my banana plantation was getting crushed by the either the bush turkey or the possum, I googled the closest beach from my place. and I got it. The picture of the pier extended to the dark orange and blue sky. It caught my eyes, and that decision became one of the best decisions I have made in my life.
Train selfie hey |
I got ready, check the train track to reach it. I had nothing in mind, but getting there pretty soon. What was I thinking. The journey was long enough to contemplate. It was rough day for me. The uni works were sucks! Assignments after assignments and I have this huge dissertation I had to finish in two months ahead.
There were not so many people in the train. It was Sunday, and just before I knew it. I was there at the station. Only few people left. It was quite a late morning there. I started to look around and checked my Gmap. What else could I rely on. I crossed the park. I didn't pass anyone on the park. It was peacefully quite. Maybe people decided to have a good longer sleep on that Sunday morning. The road got a bit steeper then. And when I felt like it was the highest point of the street, I saw it. I saw the beach and right there.. and there was the pier I saw in the pic I just googled that morning.
I sat by the beach to have my lunch. My eyes were right at the horizon, and surprisingly, I smiled.. I smiled and I realized that my problems were not significant. I was there all alone with my thoughts, my regrets, my realization, my self, when...
Then I got the courage to ask for her name. "Grace" said her. I was there stunning at how amazing world works around us. How random great things happened around us without us knowing anything. She was so adorable and kind. She was the one that approach me first. She was in long-sleeve swimming suit, a great colour that turned her hair even more standing out. "You have beautiful hair", I said. "Thank you" answered her politely. This girl was an angel, God must send her to me to cheer me up, were all that I thought. But then, I wasn't ready for her next question. "What about your hair? Why do you cover it?". I was quite for a while, thinking. "It's what I want, I want to do it". Then we talked and talked. Until her mom came, and it seemed like they're ready to leave. I told her everything I discussed with her daughter. And what she told me was even more comforting. After everything I have faced in that place. Grace... showed me that miracle did happen sometimes. Who would have imagined that a 30-year old sad foreign woman found a company of a 5-year old girl
by the Shorncliffe Beach that Easter Holiday. Who would have thought that it's the girl who first kept approaching me to talk. I was a complete stranger. But every time I recall to this memory, I am always sure that sometimes when you thought that everything was impossible, it is when the universe comes in handy. It's just likes everything in this world conspired to make you stand again. I was so completely relieved that time.
I saw those family leaving and to the pier I went. I took a long satisfying breath, the smell of the sea is always my favorite. I was saved that day by a young beautiful girl named Grace. I cherish this memory and somehow I love it too much that I keep drawing Grace character in my painting. Thank you Grace.. Thank you so much...
Banda Aceh, September 4, 2021
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