Make A Jump

It seems like world doesn't belong to me these days. More miserable, more gloomy, more flame, more doubt, more suspect, more speculation lead every single day. I get stuck in a situation that I really don't like.
These days... I felt like being dumped, being misunderstood, being argued in some unlucky events.

Do I complain!? hm..yes..and no..
Yes, because I am a normal person. I still have what we call self-defense. I got ego, and that is why 'i' always written in capital word 'I'.
No, because I do realize I am just another drifter. I always try to find my way. And I do believe life is no life without troubles. No, because I know I also did mistakes (didn't I!?)_in certain situation.
What makes me really sick is that why people threat me like a stupid-insensitive-ugly-brown-duckling. Pretending that they like me, while in fact they 'scare' of me. Am I an OGRE!?

It getting worse when people judging me without even ASKING!? And they call themselves fellows!? What on earth is going on!? WHY??

I mean I was the one who got harmed by situation! But none even ask me if I am OK.

Spoiled!? Oh yeah...so what! If you just know Never-land,that is where I really want to live. Have you ever known why Peter-pan wants to stay kids!? Because growing up is terrifying. And grow up is sucks!

Let these days pass. I don't want to think bout that anymore, it is just like dust in the wind.

C'mon Mon
It's A jump start..
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